Sabbath is that special time when we come to the end of ourselves.
It is a time when we realize we are not the master of our own fate. We are
limited, finite, contingent. We cannot make a perfect world. We cannot acquire
the perfect life. We are dependent on something outside ourselves. So, God
invites us to enter into a place where we give all our doing—including all our
attempts to make things just right—a rest.
That is what the word Sabbath literally means: quit, stop, take a
break. The paradox of Sabbath is that we do not practice it by more doing; we
only experience it by not doing. That is a hard truth for modern
day American Christians to apply.
Sabbath is not something that we master by tweaking the way we
hold church services. You don’t get Sabbath by having a perfectly decorated
sanctuary space. You don’t get it by sermons that are just the right length.
You don’t get it by a band of musicians playing a balanced complement of
instruments, mixed well by a sound technician.
Sabbath is not something we practice by doing better at our usual
doings. It is the time when we come to admit the futility of our usual doings,
a time for being still to let God show us that God is God and we are not.
Sabbath says, “You don’t meet me by more doing. I am only met by being
received.”
Sabbath is like grace which Frederick Buechner describes as
saying,
There is nothing you have to do.
There is nothing you have to do.
There is nothing you have to do.
There is nothing you have to
do.
God desires that each person would have a unique, personal
experience of Sabbath. Sabbath cannot be received by insisting that the world
conform to our liking. Sabbath says, “Just give it a rest. Reality will not be
refashioned in your image.”
So, the beauty of Sabbath is that she meets us in our uniqueness.
That is why Sabbath for you may be different than Sabbath for me. We do not all
receive Sabbath the same way. And that is okay. The question that’s put before
each of us is: “How does Sabbath appear to me?”
That is a question I cannot answer for you and it is a question you cannot
answer for me. If you don’t find her in the same place I find her, where do you
encounter her? My hope is that each of us will have a sense of where and how we
meet Sabbath.
Sabbath reminds us that there is a God who made all things so
wonderful that even his making was restful. Because God is the maker and we are
those whom God made, we are dependent on him. Sabbath is that special time when
we come to the end of ourselves. What do you need to lay down to rest?
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